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Becky
16 March 2006 @ 09:10 am
ouch  
I have a giant lump on my knee where I fell last night. In hind sight I should've gotten help carrying the table. live and learn.

i'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine.
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*gigglesnort* my icons are all over my community. I feel famous.
 
 
Becky
16 March 2006 @ 10:42 pm
sad  
How is it that I have such a wonderful life? I am happy, healthy. I have a wonderful family who loves me and amazing friends. And my dear friend Alicia has none of that. Her family is so fucked up-her mother abandoned her and her half brother when they were little kids. Her dad kicked her out when there was a hint of her coming out and she's so alone and afraid. We all got in a fight at the pizza place tonight and even though we all made up and the issue has been settled, it's heartbreaking to see my dear friend so broken. I'm afraid for her. I'm afraid that she'll let someone hurt her, I'm afraid that she's just gonna break. It's times like these when I realize how damn lucky I am for my family and how unspeakably unfair and sad it is for others. I feel guilty that I have so many good things in my life. I wish I could share. I just wanna give my mommy to everyone, cuz everyone needs someone to love them. I wish I could tell her that I won't leave. I wish she would understand that I'm not a friend who's gonna abandon her, that no matter what she does, who she is I'm still gonna care about her and like her and be there.

To my mommy and daddy who will never read this: Thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for loving me. To my sister who will: Thank you too and I love you, unconditionally and forever. To my friends who will: I will not abandon you, I love you and I will cross heaven and earth to keep you from harm. Know that, no matter what you do I will always always be here.

My emo moment is over. Goodnight.
 
 
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Becky
16 March 2006 @ 11:37 pm
So all day my ear (left one, one with the recent piercing) was excessively red and rather hot. Had me kinda worried. Then, just now as I was cleaning it I realized two things:
1. How often do you thoroughly clean your ears-like with antiseptic and stuff. Not often right? so this twice a day business means it's gonna get a little dry, duh.
2. It is red because the rest of me is red and that most of all because it was facing the sun. Double duh, I got freaking sunburnt yesterday and with no hair to cover my ear, it also got sunburnt. Yeesh, how stupid so the excessive heat and soreness is sunburn, not badness from the piercing.

Sometimes I can be sooo silly.