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Becky
04 February 2006 @ 12:06 am
Rant  
I'm so angry. So we went to the opera tonight and it was a total crap evening. It was pouring rain when I got out of work so I bustled home to change. Colleen being the whiny bitchy jerk she is had the audacity to yell at me in the car on the way there. I didn't know where we were headed because we were meeting her pseudo-boyfriend for dinner somewhere and she yells at me saying you're fine, just stay in this lane and keep going, you're fine just keep going-because I was slowing down cuz it was pouring and my windshield wipers don't work. I was supposed to get them replaced last time I got my oil changed but I wasn't gonna pay for it so I can't really see when it rains so I was slowing down but I needed to hurry cuz we were running late, her fault not mine I might add. Funtastic night. This all starts yesterday cuz she left me a voicemail during class and right after Steph, Bridgette and I had made plans to go dye our hair and rent movies so we're at the walgreens buying hairdye and Colleen calls me like "why haven't you called me." and I explain that i was in class, and she's like that was an hour ago. Well I'm sorry, I have a life thank you. So anyway, that pissed me off and then on top of it all she has sprained her ankle this week. She mentioned that she knew someone one time who told her that she has such a low selfesteem that she unconsciously hurts herself because she dislikes herself. I think it's true. She enjoys being sick/ill/broken...it gets her attention and babied. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of her. I am so pissed off at her. And then to top that off, I call my sister while I'm walking to my car alone because I have to drive round front to pick colleen up and she doesn't even let me vent for a second. She launches in at me with a Don't you ever check your voicemail? NO I don't. I rarely have time to listen to the pile of messages that people have left me throughout the day. I see your number on the id, so I call back. Especially tonight. Left for work today at 11, lunch break at 2, then blasted right out of there at a few past 5 to get home, change and freshen makeup so I could be ready when Colleen arrived at 20 to 6. There are 2 things I must mention at this point: 1. Driving on Poplar during rush hour takes a while, so I had a very tiny amount of time in which to check messages and I make it a habit to not be on the phone IN THE RAIN while I'm driving (did get into that accident in December cuz of the phone so I learned my damn lesson) and 2.I work in a mall partway underground. I have to turn my phone OFF when I leave it in the locker otherwise it just searches for signal the whole time and dies by the time I get to it. So, when I get out of work/go on break I turn the phone on and it does not instantly register that I've gotten mail in any case so I get yelled at. Dammit I'm tired of being yelled at.
 
 
Becky
04 February 2006 @ 12:22 pm
Sorry for my rant. Sorry for hanging up on you.